So I finally deicided to make a possible life altering decision.  I switched from a chem to a psych major.  Not only did I do that, but I also dropped the classes that were going to horribly sink my GPA, and I realllly need that higher GPA to get hired anywhere on campus.  And not only did I do that, but I got rid of all the shitty ass classes that would possibly drop my GPA.  Right now I am running on the aboslute mininum of crdit hours that I can, so that final class...chem...that could possibly drop my GPA cant.  Not the is just cant, I simply won't let it, and now that the pesky chem and lab are outta the way I hope that it will be easy ..easier...to get a reallly to grade (hopfully a D <.<....>.> D= ahhhhhh!!!!!!!)  yeah not the best spot to be =P.  But really when it all falls together, I feel better about this decision than trying to battle a horrible agonizing time through 4 years of chemistry. 

.....Now....how the hell do I break this to the parents without them completly freaking out and thinking that I've gone insane XP....

And here I am blogging.  earlier on myspace (the place I usually blog) I just sat down at the computer and let loose with a whole lotta stuff (extremly random) thatI wanted to get out of my system after deleting my uncle from my myspace site. 

That is a really long story that I'm prolly not going to post here.  ^_^ we prolly post here because none of my relatives are here XD well anyway.

The biggest thing that is going on with me right now is that my chem major is looking less and less appealing.  I'm doing it, love working in the lab, and everything that is going on.  I get the big ideas =P whats killing me in the lecture course are the ****ing calculations. and in the labs I'm falling short on the lab reports.  the lab reports are really stupid because they are marking off for stupid things not even really related to the material, like putting a title on a graph, or not putting my group number on my title page of the report.  and the there is the math, I like math I can do it, but when and I ever reallllly going to use the derivatives or limits to mix chemicals.  I dont see when I ever am, and if I am suppose to, like if all machines that are suppose to figure that stuff out for me rebel or somthing, I wont remember how to anyway.

So all that fun crap leads to the big problem that I'm having "If I dont want to major in chemistry anymore, then what the hell am I going to do now?"  I have a little saying..well not a saying =P whatever "Plan B? what do you mean plan B...I'm making plan A up as I go!" yeahhhhh thats where I'm at right now. 

So it seems since I get the big ideas about things, and I usually do, its what kills my parents when they find out that I'm struggling.  they KNOW that I'm smart I just make mistakes.  O.o ANYWAY since I get the big ideas and not so much the math, I'm going to major in phychology =D  Tons of big ideas and absoluty NO math ^_^.

=P temporary solution to a perminent problem I'm afraid.  I still need to talk to three =P well four people about it.  the chem professor, see what she thinks and I really just not cut out for chem (crosses his fingers and kinda hopes for it) my freshman advisor (because she kicks ass and is also a psychology prfessor) and my parents, I gotta tell them what I want to do and how I'm NOT going to make them spend a whole lot of money to help send me to college for prolly more than 5 years.

^_^ well Leo in response to your comment

HA I JUST BLOGGED!!!!

^_^ Blessed be,

Wulf-

Hey...if you like just left me a message...^_^ hey how are you doing?...and I think I accidentally deleted it >.< such is my clumsiness.  I believe that your name was Windwalker if I remember correctly.

Yay first blog post!!! nothing here ^_^ but look out, in the future I may become creative!